Monday, November 30, 2009

I've made up my mind.
Im taking and gonna be making my walk.
I want to be further away.
Because truth is,
whenever i see you,
whenever i hear you,
whenever i touch you,
whenever i smell you,
i'll always be wanting more.
More than friendship.
And i began to realise,
what i've been wanting more,
is what i truly need.
Your hands wont offer,
sad my hands i have to retreat.
So i have to make this walk.. away.. for you, for me.
And now,
eventhough i may be walking,
but my front will always be facing you.
My back, against the world.
My hands, reaching out to you.
My eyes, looking over you.
My heart, yeah you know.
Goodbye.
:)




Sing with me tonight
Let's tear open the skies and leave it all behind by singing this tonight
I would never leave you for a chance, for a moment
I would never leave you for a chance, in this lifetime
So leave it all behind... leave it all behind






posted at 12:38 AM by rasoool

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Happy Advance Hari Raya Haji to one and all!
I haven't been to the mosque for a pretty long time now.
And daymn, im feeling guilty.
The more you know the world's dying, the more you're avoiding religion.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAISH.
Astaghfirullahalazim.
How can i let this be.
This friday's congregational prayers - i'll be at the mosque, insyallah.

Pray.





posted at 9:25 PM by rasoool

Sunday, November 22, 2009

i hate how much i love you little girl.

posted at 7:20 AM by rasoool

Thursday, November 12, 2009

400th post anniversary.

my diet of baked beans. yummy? ouch.

posted at 3:09 PM by rasoool

Faaaaaaaaaaaaaaark..!
My gum & teeth hurts so badly.
It has been raging at the back of my mouth
since lunchtime on bloody tuesday.
And argh, damn, i miss food!
Oww oww oww oww
):

posted at 12:00 AM by rasoool

Sunday, November 8, 2009

very helpless.
tired and restless.
aspired but hopeless.
worries they endless.
this is my end.

my thoughts. my actions.
-senseless?

sigh.
bring me the sun
bring me the sea
bring me the sand
bring me my shorts
bring me some snacks
bring me you
bring me far away
bring me to rest
throw all my devices
throw all my problems
throw all my burdens
throw all the people
throw all the insecurities
throw all the worries
throw all these thoughts
and give me something
that will actually come true.

posted at 10:30 PM by rasoool

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Last weekend was fucking awesome.
The Halloween Horrors event finally took place and i must say it went just fine. Preparation and all was fucking hectic and luck clearly wasnt on my side but hey, the experience was well worth it. I got a lot to learn. Dont get me wrong, im not complaining.. the whole journey, the stress, the plannings, the orginising is rather enjoyable somehow.

Haha and guess what, all this while i actually got my own gig name wrong, what is meant to be "Halloween Horrors", became "Helloween Horrors". Hahaha! Spot the difference? And to think i only realise that 4 days before the actual show. oops -_-

The show.. it started pretty late. Like an hour behind the so called "planned delayed" schedule. My heart was already racing to be honest.. but surprisingly, timing wise turned out to be one of the more successful points taken of from the show. And its nice to know that that was being done without me nor my fellow crew to stop or remind any band of the number songs they can play left. None at all. Pretty awesome.

Arheum Revert from Malaysia is downright the coolest band ever. Nice guys, nice songs, good times. I had a great great time spending a night and 2 days with them. And i really cant wait to see them again. :)

So yeah, this is Konvulse Productions first event but it really wont run the way it did without the help of some friends. With that, i would like to thank some people for their efforts in lending their hands, legs, mind and heart for this show. Azhar, Ariffin and Ammar thanks for being the door bitches. You guys really look suited to become Konvulse's official Bouncers. HAR HAR. To Bob, for the fine fine space and understanding about the whole fucked up situation. To Arheum Revert for making it all the way down despite knowing im on a tight budget. And ultimately a million thanks to Irna and Mus for their extensive help. Irna, great job on taggings, decorations and finance. And Mus, great job in providing the best hospitality for our guests. You guys are the best. And oh, not to forget, thank you EveryRageISeek for the support and for putting up one of the finest shows in 09. :b

Cheers to Konvulse! Now lets plan the next one.. :)

Here are some pictures of our mini outing with Arheum Revert. :D

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posted at 2:50 AM by rasoool

Monday, November 2, 2009

(sigh)
i got so much things to say.
its been a hell of a weekend. very fun/ intoxicating/ crazy/ / / / so much more.
im gonna need all the time in the world to write a constructive one.
so this post shall wait.
hopefully you will too.

posted at 11:19 PM by rasoool