WHERE THE FUCK IS THE TRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK?!
I NEED TO HEAR SOME "FUCK YOU"s RIGHT FUCKING NOW!
URGH.

i dont know. i dont know. i dont know.
dislike. dislike. dislike.
oh why. oh why. oh why.
we try. we try. we try.

circles. intention shut. no reason.
mad. angry. clueless why.
then knows. collective. collected. frustration.
rage. rampage. pointless.

solution. dumb. added.

square one. only with a haggard mind.
and a tattered..

seasonal swings. season brings.
gotta always keep this finger up in the air.
soar? watch me.

I hate the fact that i totally burned my National Day Holidays by working my ass off in Expo for 5 straight days. It's totally wearing me out i tell you. Im shagged as fuck. Ive never spent a national day without catching the fireworks. This is my first time. And it sucks.

Irna is out overseas for a week. Like damn i miss her. She's probably out, having some fun time with her family right now. Irna i swear i miss you. I hope all is fine and well there on your side. Come home soon. And come in one piece. Love.

ERIS is jamming on wednesday! I always get impatient for an ERIS rehearsal. Always.

I found out pinetart's new blog link. I just got to find it. And i did it. Somehow. Haha. Peace eh.

And rena, i wanna chat with you soon. About jobs. lol.

Gtg sleep. Reporting to work in 6 hours. Greeaaaaaaaaaaaat.

HAHA.
Happy National Day guys.
Have a great week. :]

I am pissed.
WHY?

Because i didnt get to see these metalcore heroes, Caliban next week.
A HUGE fuck you to all you kids proclaiming you're into metal/hardcore/metalcore alike and dont give shit when bands like this invade our shores. Yeah, fuck you.
And im more pissed knowing that the band played in KL this weekend but i dont have the cents to travel there to catch them. FUCK MAN, HOW COULD I'VE MISSED CALIBAN?!
oh damn.

I am happy.
WHY?

Because after 3 fucking long years, ERIS finally have their first overseas show.
Im happy for the boys. I want this to be the most bestest KL trip i will ever have. EVER. Im quite happy with the line up too.. but word is, cassandra is not confirmed. damn. but please please, i hope they'll play. Im excited. New songs are also done, jasman's composition is a potential killer.. i think. heh. OH I WANNA COMPOSE ONE TOO IDIOTS! i miss a full blown ERIS jamming. wednesday wednesday.

I am in love.
WHY?

Because this girl has always been soo lovely and i love her for who she is.
I've been in cloud9 for 3 months now.. and still counting. And i never want to fly back down.. EVER. She truly is the sweetest thing on earth. And i'm just lucky enough to be a part in her life. She brings me places I never thought i'll step into -both physically and emotionally.
I love you Irna.

And then i am mad again.
WHY?
Because people make me mad.
WHO?
Got la.
HOW?
Fuck you! Go away!

-_-