Sunday, February 22, 2009

Btw, happy belated vday Irna.
I Love You.
Get well soon hunny, xoxo.

posted at 3:21 AM by rasoool

Yes.
Smell that animosity i brew?
Ah, its unintentional you know.
But hey, who the heck listens?
Hmm.. i wonder.
Oh well,
these piercing incisions,
they dont matter no more.
At least i told myself not to.
Because its only temporary.
At least i hope so.
Would i really want to be immune to pain?
At least i try to crawl when i cant walk.
At least?
At ease?
At the very least?

Ahh, I cant find my legs.

Dont we all just hate it when all the problems in this world, in this life and in our personal life,
suddenly came rushing in, all at one go, just when we thought of having a piece of mind of our own?
Yeah, it may not be anything heavy, but damn, when it grabs you, it sure does nail you if you know what i mean.
Well okay, maybe personally i am abit too sensitive but.. aiya, i dont know la. I tend to think too much i guess.
And when im in that dreaming state, i sure have no clue where my mind could get me. Its for better and for the worse, according to my current mood i guess.
But in reality, anything can happen and i believe that fate is in your own hands to mould it and pave it.
Example, from the hearts of your peers, i can be a bitch or a hero. Its up to me to shift to who i want to be.
However sometimes, i need external clause to save me. Like.. time. Patience. Tolerence. And so many others.
I thought ive proven with the time ive willingly spared but i guess it wasnt enough.
The only way to carry on? Spare more time i suppose. Be patient till i get myslef redeemed. And tolerate the current process while it lasts.

Rest assured, no one wants to be a bad person.


Okay, just another sleepless night when you think of life deeply rooted to the core of your brain.

Take care people.




posted at 2:38 AM by rasoool





Better Living Through Catastrophe


Fuck every thing
You ever told me
You were the one, I trusted in
I was so blind
Cut out my own eyes for fear the sight
These broken pieces of a life I tried to hide
I tried to hide
In this is all I find..
(all I find)
I'm... Gone....Forsaken.
(I'm... Gone....Forsaken.)
Inside a sullen Tomb
(Sullen Tomb)
Retrace My life
(retrace my life)
And slowly you will understand
(this reckoning)
This reckoning is regaining power
(Power)
Living
Through Catastrophe
A horrid lapse of senses
We feed
A mouth that should not eat
We've gone too far Replenished on the weak
I can't decide if we have leaped
Or if we are falling you'll choke on your Lies
Its time to regain my pride
Rest assured I make a place
Cleansed free of your torment
Turn away again this pain
Shall remain forgotten
I wish I wish that some day you will be the
One the one to be withered and dying alone
I wish that some day you will be the one.


posted at 2:28 AM by rasoool