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random post.

I had a really scary nightmare last night.
I dreamt that i killed someone (with a gun) on the train. Reason why was unclear.
Maybe its for some weird reason like.. he annoyed me or something like that.
Its rather stupid if you ask me.
And so after one body dead, another guy came charging to try and bring me down.
Panicked i was, i shot the other guy too, only this time unintentionally.
And after that, people surrounding me started charging as if to stop me from creating some massacre.
But in an instance, a thought came by, and i began to think this -

"i've already killed 2 men. Its enough to grant me my death warrant.
There's no way im leaving this train as a safe and free man. Fuck it, im killing everyone."

By this time, in my dream, its showing images of myself getting the
death sentence and eventually being hanged to death. Scary.
And with those thrust of fear, i shot everyone.
I don't plan to kill in this dream and im not even a killer in person either
so being forced to wipe out these innocent people by fear is down right terrifying.

I woke up eventually and realised the time was 5am.

I learn a lil something here..
Dont let fear steer you.
You steer your own life.
&& images of your own self being dead (knowing how you're gonna die) is waaaay fcukin scary.

Okay bye.

This is far too much.

I read a news recently about a Dutch Politician who makes an 'islam-bashing' film and is scheduled to release end of March 08 (it's already circulating in the net).
Im gonna leave some news excerpts from Wikipedia and MSN news.
There's no doubt im enraged over this. But not over every other non-muslims,
just over the people involved in the making of such videos and other racial public discrimination acts. I can only hope, in return, non-muslims worldwide WON'T be enraged over every muslim for the terrorist attacks. Cause just like them, a large majority of both sides wouldn't want a piece of this madness. We want peace. Harmony among all mankind.

Why can't the World be one huge Singapore.

Azhar, let me see you write a song on this one.

These are the news excerpts..

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fitna_(film)

Fitna is an upcoming film by Dutch politician Geert Wilders, leader of the Party for Freedom in the Dutch parliament. The movie will offer a critical view of Islam and the Koran.
Wilders has said the 15-minute film will show how verses from the Koran are being used today[6] to incite modern Muslims to behave violently and anti-democratically based on those verses.[7][8]
The Dutch press centre Nieuwspoort was willing to show the film, as long as Wilders pays for their security costs, which he declined to do.
At this stage however it appears that no Dutch broadcaster wants to show the film in its entirety without interruptions. Wilders has said that he would "Rather have [the film] entirely on the Internet, than half on television".


http://news.sg.msn.com/entertainment/article.aspx?cp-documentid=1312869

Snippets of an Islam-bashing film by Dutch far-right MP Geert Wilders were causing a stir Thursday on YouTube, where they triggered cheers and barbs among thousands of viewers.
Clips showed the 17-minute movie opening with images of a Koran and the text of a sura from Islam's holiest tome, which translated from Arabic implores the faithful to "terrorize the enemies of Allah."
Some postings slammed Wilders as racist or crazy.
YouTube told AFP it strives to balance freedom of expression with the standards set by its video-sharing community.

Comments from YouTube user amnaspearsh.
Islam=PEACE.QURAN says KILLING OF A SINGLE PERSON IS EQUAL TO KILLING ALL HUMANITY.If ppl involved Terrorist activities using name of Islam,DOES NOT MEAN Islam promotes terror&violence.killing1000of innocent ppl in Afghanistn&Iraq.Can anyone justify such killings?We shouldnot link Terrorism&Violence with a religionISLAM IS THE MOST BEaUTIFUL RLGION but the most misunderstood by arrogant ppl WHO DON'TKNOW ANYTHING,they only know wht they hear on tv.

Comments from YouTube user bilkus1.
read the koran there is nothing abaut war and terror i ask you read the koran and than make your video about it.

Comments from YouTube user halani.
This is great, now to all the people whose passion has been roused, there is a complete English language translation of the Quran by Mohamed Marmaduke Pickthall - check out the complete contents (not picking phrases out of context as our friend above). Beware you might end up converting to Islam!! Proof - its been around for almost 1,500 years and all the devils have tried and tried in that time and this latest one is actually only going to result in quite a few NEW CONVERTS!! Maashallah!!

nyep nyep nyep nyep nyep nyep nyep ahaa, ahaa.

TOO LAZY TO BLOG!
BUT DAYS HAVE BEEN AWESOME THANKYOUVERYMUCH!

Especially last saturday!

And oh ERIS playing this coming saturday!
Poster can be found below!

krank it up nigga!

aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..!
soo many shows, soo little time, soo broke!

another "ERIS Live" poster.
err, dont ask me why about the show title.


but i wanna go here!

(besides Horse The Band) CASSANDRA'S PLAYING DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gah.
i love march 08.
shows keeps me sane.

but damn, i wanna do other things also la.
like..

soccer.
job interviews.
joggings.

..study?
aaah. i hate supplementary papers.
school is getting fishy.
there must be some scandal over the results.
how can i get a bloody D, when some kids who prolly cant even
understand english, gets a B. absurd!
but whatever.

my fs is faulty.

This is this coming Saturday.
Shadows Embrace and Every Rage I Seek EPs are on sale at the show going for S$8 and S$4 each respectively.
Err. While stocks lasts. Cey!

I doubt ERIS will be on top form for the show.
Not gonna be in full squad ah.
Oh well. You've been warned.


PS: dengar2 org nk tengok poster. entah mau dtg ke tak ni. *roll mater sikit*

heh heh heh. :]

Thanks for the awesome weekend guys.
Definately one of my best days of 2008 ever.
I miss the Regime boys.
I miss the KL kids (66 roads),
..and i miss H.A.N.D!

I miss KL already. ]:

The friendship we strengthen has become the primary item for the trip. Which is surprising because the Bleeding Through Gig is the main event, however it turned out secondary in my head. Nevertheless, the gig was awesome. Thou it was more like 40% enjoy and rocking out and another 60% just trying to survive the entire show. Haha. My face and body got squashed upon the bodies thrusted frm the back, front and even the top. But hell it was a lot of fun. Just like Azri said moments before the show, "1min more to Hell". Haha. And boy, hell it was.

And damn is Marta, the keyboardist, hot or what?! Her posture. Her walk. That look on her face while she sings. Her headbangs. Her hair being swirled over to the back.
orgasm.

BUT. The best part is, i got a freaking drumstick from Bleeding Through's drummer, Derek Youngsma! AAAAAH. IDOL! I gotta thank Azri for that. And damn you Az, you got the better of it by having the band's signatures on your stick. ASS! HAHA.

I miss it all.
More pictures later.















and Aisha, stop drooling to my pictures okay. HAHAHAHA. :]

i. am. a. happy. man.
too lazy to elaborate right now.

here's for an even better week ahead.

text me.
i'll miss ya.

whats up whats up.

im bored as always here.
i need a job.
im done with school, waiting for diploma results.
after which, gotta wait for the army.
like damn, how fast is life huh.
i still feel like a 17yr old and now you're telling me to wait to join the army?
shit.
but its alright. atleast my academic path is settled... well i think it is, for now.

anyways, i dont wish to waste my life now.
i wanna do some spiritual goodness. really.
insyallah.

work is secondary
as i rather commit entirely on ERIS.
thou im going nowhere financially with the band since we're only earning 4bucks per cd.. HAHAHA.
but again, its alright. passion is a corny thing to say. but oh well..

shazni, if you stay true to your feb 27 post, i'll salute you.
its only because i cant do that. or refrain from having
(OR refrain from trying to have, whatever).
"something something i dont needa?" ahh that one.
3 years solo at this age is.. well,
i dont know.
but hey, im trying so hard right now. i know i am.
but maybe a little too hard.
or maybe it isnt the right choice?
aah i dont know.

writing this any longer makes me feel very uneasy.
errr. in a sad way.

i cant wait for this weekend.
nothing beats the company of your buddies, pulsating music and..
..a GETAWAY ROAD FUCKING TRIP!

too bad i dont drink beer.