I really dont know what am i to do.
Confused as fuck.
Im in im out, in out in out.
Round and round, all around,
but i end up nowhere.
Everything is nothing but bullshit.
Bullshit.
Whatever i do, whichever steps i take, whatever words i say,
they're bullshit.
Whatever you're doing, wherever you go, whoever you're with,
its all bullshit.
The friends, the work, the money, the status, the reputation,
bullshit.
Whatever fuck i just written above..
bullshit.

Where am i going with all these words?
I dont know.

Yes, how i wish everything could just retreat back to how it was before.
I learned enough.
Im too sick and tired.
Stop this madness already.

I desperately need a vacation.

Wouldnt it be wonderful if we could all close our eyes,
and open them up again,
awaken by the best time of our lives that awaits us to go through it (again).


Let go Rasul.


fuck shit la. aper aku bebual ni.