;and now this is for the hearts still beating.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

All the times we have shared and all the memories I have,
brought me back to square one.
Now I'm running on empty.
Only you could pick me up,
without thinking twice,
you wrapped your arms around me.

When we find truth inside ourselves,
it's hard not to run away.
But we must capture and embrace.
It's how we truly live our lives.

We will be everything we have been dreaming of.

When I look in the mirror what I see,
is the only thing that I can be.
I come to you now, defenses down.
Defenseless now.
When you look at me I want to be,
everything you want to see.
I come to you now defenses down.
Defenseless now.

posted at 11:52 PM by rasoool

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Ishhhhhhhh..
Im stressed up.
Too many things happening again.
Tried to take things one at a time but.. ahh, cant.
Cannot, not this time.
Damn damn damn damn damn.

Please let it be smooth.. and pleasant.

posted at 12:13 AM by rasoool

Saturday, October 24, 2009

I only hope you understand the invigoration
That has filled me within these past coming years
I have felt more than any other living being on this earth,
I was born with a resentment only few can understand
But to capture everything I'm yearning for within this moment,
Is a feat most men can't comprehend within their lifetime
I have fallen from grace in your eyes
Only to ache, from the will to return to the place in your heart
I know I've captivated something in you, after all these years
If you can't see, at least understand
I don't believe that I have ever seen your eyes look so tired
In my mind,
It's better if we both take time apart and fix ourselves
If I decide to reunite with an old friend, or make amends,
Or just pretend to be alright with who you are,
well I'm not.

posted at 1:23 AM by rasoool

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

im not too sure why, but my legs are starting to hurt like mad.
my feet, my calf, thighs, every bit of it.
is it the mad barefooted run?
or maybe the mad barefooted pedals?
or maybe the long random walks?
maybe all. ahh i dont know.
please heal soon leggys. ):

i mean every single bit.

Nobody knows
Just why we're here
Could it be fate
Or random circumstance
At the right place
At the right time
Two roads intertwine

And if the universe conspired
To meld our lives
To make us
Fuel and fire
Then know
Where ever you will be
So too shall i be

Close your eyes
Dry your tears
'coz when nothing seems clear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You'll be safe here

Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong

And though the world would
Never understand
This unlikely union
And why it still stands
Someday we will be set free.
Pray and believe

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

Save your eyes
From your tears
When everything's unclear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Wounded heart

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here

When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You'll be safe here

When no one understands
I'll believe
You'll be safe,
You'll be safe
You'll be safe here
Put your heart in my hands
You'll be safe here

posted at 12:33 AM by rasoool

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

I really dont know what am i to do.
Confused as fuck.
Im in im out, in out in out.
Round and round, all around,
but i end up nowhere.
Everything is nothing but bullshit.
Bullshit.
Whatever i do, whichever steps i take, whatever words i say,
they're bullshit.
Whatever you're doing, wherever you go, whoever you're with,
its all bullshit.
The friends, the work, the money, the status, the reputation,
bullshit.
Whatever fuck i just written above..
bullshit.

Where am i going with all these words?
I dont know.

Yes, how i wish everything could just retreat back to how it was before.
I learned enough.
Im too sick and tired.
Stop this madness already.

I desperately need a vacation.

Wouldnt it be wonderful if we could all close our eyes,
and open them up again,
awaken by the best time of our lives that awaits us to go through it (again).

Let go Rasul.

fuck shit la. aper aku bebual ni.

posted at 1:48 AM by rasoool

Thursday, October 15, 2009

mesti mau semangat buto.

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and my first event for my very own, Konvulse Productions.
(hopefully it all goes well ^_^)

jyeah jyeah jyeah.

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con·vulse

n-v

)

v. con·vulsed, con·vuls·ing, con·vuls·es

v.tr.

1. To shake or agitate violently: tremors that convulsed the countryside; when civil war convulsed the nation.

2. To cause to shake with laughter or strong emotion.

v.intr.

To become affected by or as if by convulsions; shake.

get grim motherfucker!

posted at 2:31 AM by rasoool

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Im telling you, i have always hated the internet.

I knew i shouldnt..
And to think it was a gift..
How could you..

Aah.Forget it.

Goodbye everyone.
Goodluck finding me from tmr onwards.

posted at 11:16 PM by rasoool

"Show me, show me, show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream" she said
"The one that makes me laugh" she said
And threw her arms around my neck
"Show me how you do it
And I promise you I promise that
I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you"

Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face I kissed her neck
And dreamed of all the different ways I had
To let her go
"Why are you so far away?" he said
Oh, won't you ever know that I'm in love with you
That I'm in love with you

You
Soft and lonely
You
Lost and only
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream
You're just like a dream

Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips can breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me

You, Lost and only
You, Soft and lonely
You,
Just like heaven.

posted at 10:23 PM by rasoool

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is a mystery.
..Today, is a gift.
That is why it is called the present.

posted at 10:21 PM by rasoool

Thursday, October 8, 2009

He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Started making his way past
Two in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days

Leaning now into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs

Now this place seems familiar to him
She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs
She led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in

Forgive me, I'm trying to find my calling
I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm gonna ask her to marry me

Even though she doesn't believe in love
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut

Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside

Forgive me, I'm trying to find my calling
I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm gonna ask her to marry me

The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be
I guess i'll go home now

posted at 11:13 PM by rasoool

Monday, October 5, 2009

I guess home is truly where the heart is.
I'm gonna let the pictures talk this time.

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