Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Hello readers.
Im sorry, i cant even understand my own life right now.
How am i to put it simple enough for you guys to understand.
The things that can happen.
The things that people do.
In a moment, things were nice, in a minute things got shaken up,
and in a second things fall in its entirety.
Things change everytime.
You try to adapt to it but before you can even do so,
the change updated by itself,
which is another whole situation you need to analyse
before adapting to it all over again.
And you just stand there, mindless.
Accepting, and going through the changes one by one.
Scratching your head as to figure how am i to overcome this.
Then you soon realise.. that you cant.
Cause some people, some things,
just wont allow you to no matter how far you're willing to go.
I wish i dont have to hate people like some already do.
But even if i ever will, to those that matters, please forgive me.
I feel like a boy, squatting down under a table with all these
bombs and riots fighting on the outside world.
I'm closing my ears. I'm shutting my eyes.
And im humming my favourite tune to calm myself.
My tears are flowing, my scars re-appearing,
and i hold on tight to a stuffed toy with my sweaty palms.
I murmured my prayers but it seems unanswered,
please tell me im not facing the devil's stare.
For i'll stay down there,
for as long as i care,
and yearn to wake up,
learning it was all a nightmare.
Im sorry, i cant even understand my own life right now.
How am i to put it simple enough for you guys to understand.
The things that can happen.
The things that people do.
In a moment, things were nice, in a minute things got shaken up,
and in a second things fall in its entirety.
Things change everytime.
You try to adapt to it but before you can even do so,
the change updated by itself,
which is another whole situation you need to analyse
before adapting to it all over again.
And you just stand there, mindless.
Accepting, and going through the changes one by one.
Scratching your head as to figure how am i to overcome this.
Then you soon realise.. that you cant.
Cause some people, some things,
just wont allow you to no matter how far you're willing to go.
I wish i dont have to hate people like some already do.
But even if i ever will, to those that matters, please forgive me.
I feel like a boy, squatting down under a table with all these
bombs and riots fighting on the outside world.
I'm closing my ears. I'm shutting my eyes.
And im humming my favourite tune to calm myself.
My tears are flowing, my scars re-appearing,
and i hold on tight to a stuffed toy with my sweaty palms.
I murmured my prayers but it seems unanswered,
please tell me im not facing the devil's stare.
For i'll stay down there,
for as long as i care,
and yearn to wake up,
learning it was all a nightmare.
RASOOOL.
EveryRageISeek BAND MYSPACE
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