Monday, September 28, 2009
Im not into malay songs.
But..
nah, i dont think i need to explain.
But..
nah, i dont think i need to explain.
oh bulan
jangan layan diriku lagi
pabila,
air mata membasahi pipi
dan lagu2 di radio seolah2 memerli aku
pabila,
kau bersama yg lain
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku
ku enggan
berpura pura ku bahagia
ku enggan
melihat kau bersama si dia
oh ku akui cemburu
telah menular dalam diri
pabila
kau bersama yang lain
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku
pabila kau merenung matanya
ku rebah,
jatuh ke bumi
di saat kau benar-benar mahu pergi
seperti ku bernafas dalam air
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu kau juga merindui aku
oh–
jangan layan diriku lagi
pabila,
air mata membasahi pipi
dan lagu2 di radio seolah2 memerli aku
pabila,
kau bersama yg lain
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku
ku enggan
berpura pura ku bahagia
ku enggan
melihat kau bersama si dia
oh ku akui cemburu
telah menular dalam diri
pabila
kau bersama yang lain
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku
pabila kau merenung matanya
ku rebah,
jatuh ke bumi
di saat kau benar-benar mahu pergi
seperti ku bernafas dalam air
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu kau juga merindui aku
oh–
Sunday, September 27, 2009
i wish to pursue.
but tell me how am i to do so when there's this rope tied to my neck which pulls me from the back each time i took a step forward.
i still pursue.
even when there're daggers waiting to pierce me right through after my every move.
but nevertheless,
nobody says it was easy. on my part.
nobody says im stopping. on yours. :)
Pursue i will.
Cherish I Muhammad Rasul.
;p
okay last phrase tk perlu.
but tell me how am i to do so when there's this rope tied to my neck which pulls me from the back each time i took a step forward.
i still pursue.
even when there're daggers waiting to pierce me right through after my every move.
but nevertheless,
nobody says it was easy. on my part.
nobody says im stopping. on yours. :)
Pursue i will.
Cherish I Muhammad Rasul.
;p
okay last phrase tk perlu.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
IN VIN CI BLE.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes,
Selamat Hari Raya to one and all.
Obviously i tried to do a lil something something with them sparklers.
But as you can see, it wasnt succesful.
Ah whatever.
The annual family raya photo will be posted soon. i hope.
And no, im not revealing my baju colour just yet.
Till then!
Maaf zahir dan batin to all!
See you soon eh!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
I wonder what were they talking about.
They faced each other stoned for more then 30mins.
Really.
Yes, i have nothing better to do.
:)
They faced each other stoned for more then 30mins.
Really.
Yes, i have nothing better to do.
:)
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Hello readers.
Im sorry, i cant even understand my own life right now.
How am i to put it simple enough for you guys to understand.
The things that can happen.
The things that people do.
In a moment, things were nice, in a minute things got shaken up,
and in a second things fall in its entirety.
Things change everytime.
You try to adapt to it but before you can even do so,
the change updated by itself,
which is another whole situation you need to analyse
before adapting to it all over again.
And you just stand there, mindless.
Accepting, and going through the changes one by one.
Scratching your head as to figure how am i to overcome this.
Then you soon realise.. that you cant.
Cause some people, some things,
just wont allow you to no matter how far you're willing to go.
I wish i dont have to hate people like some already do.
But even if i ever will, to those that matters, please forgive me.
I feel like a boy, squatting down under a table with all these
bombs and riots fighting on the outside world.
I'm closing my ears. I'm shutting my eyes.
And im humming my favourite tune to calm myself.
My tears are flowing, my scars re-appearing,
and i hold on tight to a stuffed toy with my sweaty palms.
I murmured my prayers but it seems unanswered,
please tell me im not facing the devil's stare.
For i'll stay down there,
for as long as i care,
and yearn to wake up,
learning it was all a nightmare.
Im sorry, i cant even understand my own life right now.
How am i to put it simple enough for you guys to understand.
The things that can happen.
The things that people do.
In a moment, things were nice, in a minute things got shaken up,
and in a second things fall in its entirety.
Things change everytime.
You try to adapt to it but before you can even do so,
the change updated by itself,
which is another whole situation you need to analyse
before adapting to it all over again.
And you just stand there, mindless.
Accepting, and going through the changes one by one.
Scratching your head as to figure how am i to overcome this.
Then you soon realise.. that you cant.
Cause some people, some things,
just wont allow you to no matter how far you're willing to go.
I wish i dont have to hate people like some already do.
But even if i ever will, to those that matters, please forgive me.
I feel like a boy, squatting down under a table with all these
bombs and riots fighting on the outside world.
I'm closing my ears. I'm shutting my eyes.
And im humming my favourite tune to calm myself.
My tears are flowing, my scars re-appearing,
and i hold on tight to a stuffed toy with my sweaty palms.
I murmured my prayers but it seems unanswered,
please tell me im not facing the devil's stare.
For i'll stay down there,
for as long as i care,
and yearn to wake up,
learning it was all a nightmare.
Monday, September 14, 2009
Bring my baby back, right back to me
loving you is right then I don't want to go wrong
So I drown myself with tears
Sittin' here singing another sad love song
Friday, September 11, 2009
I'll probably be screwed if they know i took pictures.
But oh well..
With the birds i share these lonely views... from my workplace.
Maybe tomorrow you'll see the ampai. -_-
But oh well..
With the birds i share these lonely views... from my workplace.
Maybe tomorrow you'll see the ampai. -_-
Thursday, September 10, 2009
*unlocks chest*
"..here, you can take it back if you want to."
"..no! dont take it out, i want you to keep it. once its out, everyone will.. (roar roar).. its an open sea."
:)
"k, i'll keep."
*locks chest. multiple, multiple, locks*
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
oh dear.. somebody has to take me out for a walk.
seriously.
im alive without breathing.
dont make me sway away..
i dont want to sway away.
i'll still be your biggest fan.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
nyeh..
i miss irna you know.
dammit, there's no telling how much i need her.
i yearn for her hugs.
she makes me feel calm, and complete.
but i longed for her hug
setelah the missing pieces are completed..
i can just imagine the rejoice..
our rejoice.
:')
dearest, i miss you.
i miss irna you know.
dammit, there's no telling how much i need her.
i yearn for her hugs.
she makes me feel calm, and complete.
but i longed for her hug
setelah the missing pieces are completed..
i can just imagine the rejoice..
our rejoice.
:')
dearest, i miss you.
I met a shooting star a few weeks back.
As stupid as it may be, i hope it'll come true.
I hate myself.
I look back and i never fail to get so disgusted.
Fate lies in our hands i believe.
A path may have set to all of us, but its we who pave it ourselves.
And i certainly hope i didnt twist my own.
I wish things could be the same.. like how my path have set it to be.
I'll turn back time to make everything all alright..
If only life has a draft.
Like these posts..
If i were to write something wrong, i could go back and ammend it.
Yeah i sure wish life could apply the same protocols.
But no.
Life makes us work the harder way.
If my life, my path, has set me to walk towards a downfall,
fuck, i'll keep on changing these tracks, i'll fight,
i'll change, i'll sweat it out, tear it out,
bleed it out,
till im against my own fall,
and find my way back,
pave my way back,
to your arms,
again.
Know what you want to do.
And keep doing it.
Downfalls will come.
But stay afloat and fight on!
You'll get to where you want to be,
who you want to be (with),
what you want to be,
if you keep at it.
Boy, keep at it.
As stupid as it may be, i hope it'll come true.
I hate myself.
I look back and i never fail to get so disgusted.
Fate lies in our hands i believe.
A path may have set to all of us, but its we who pave it ourselves.
And i certainly hope i didnt twist my own.
I wish things could be the same.. like how my path have set it to be.
I'll turn back time to make everything all alright..
If only life has a draft.
Like these posts..
If i were to write something wrong, i could go back and ammend it.
Yeah i sure wish life could apply the same protocols.
But no.
Life makes us work the harder way.
If my life, my path, has set me to walk towards a downfall,
fuck, i'll keep on changing these tracks, i'll fight,
i'll change, i'll sweat it out, tear it out,
bleed it out,
till im against my own fall,
and find my way back,
pave my way back,
to your arms,
again.
Know what you want to do.
And keep doing it.
Downfalls will come.
But stay afloat and fight on!
You'll get to where you want to be,
who you want to be (with),
what you want to be,
if you keep at it.
Boy, keep at it.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Hi.
My 2 adik is coming home tomorrow.
I cant wait to meet them.
I've never really missed them this much since they went away.
But i do a whole lot now.
After much phonecalls, hearing their stories, their struggles, or even triumph,
it all kinda highlighted to me and my family that they really look up on their brother.
A very heartfelt thought really.
Never thought i would make such an impact on someone by just doing the things i usually do because i believe im not extraordinary.
I didnt realise how much i meant to them before this.
As a brother, im proud of them for their survival. Im proud of them for their success.
Im smiling from ear to ear now just thinking about their return.
Come home soon adik.
My 2 adik is coming home tomorrow.
I cant wait to meet them.
I've never really missed them this much since they went away.
But i do a whole lot now.
After much phonecalls, hearing their stories, their struggles, or even triumph,
it all kinda highlighted to me and my family that they really look up on their brother.
A very heartfelt thought really.
Never thought i would make such an impact on someone by just doing the things i usually do because i believe im not extraordinary.
I didnt realise how much i meant to them before this.
As a brother, im proud of them for their survival. Im proud of them for their success.
Im smiling from ear to ear now just thinking about their return.
Come home soon adik.
See you at the airport.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
nyahaha.. irna and her ideas. but the 'got milk' signage is mine! heh, whats up happy aliens.. irna and i spend good ol lepak time tonight at airport Starfucks! before that we went jalan2, buker together and now we're watching airplanes. hahah!, k nah, not really, more like watching floating plastic cups like the one above. hoh! hunny is very the damn irritating as usual. she's at the toilet now. she bau bacin.. mhmm, yummy. and we damn slenge.. jakon bloody jakon.
and ohh, hunny.. happy 1 year 4 months? ;)
RASOOOL.
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