She likes cats. ):

..I swear i've written so many drafts.
Be it here in blogger, there in my personal notebook or up here in my head.
All written differently, from feelings to time to pouring out to seeking solace to submitting.. everything.
But after writing everywhere for so much and so long,
i always wondered in the end what good will it do.
Will it help me. Will it degrade me. Will it raise more chaos. Will it ease these pains. Will i gain. Will i lose.
.. im not at all sure.
I wont take the chance. Cause im still up.

So i guess im doing it this way. Short, sweet and simple. Just like me.

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I dont welcome these feelings of losing the only significant other.
Was from cloud nine but even cloud zero seems out of reach.
I know im falling. But who says i cant fly when i've flown before.
Im making my way up. But will you wait and stay.

The You.
2 words, how uncomplete yet so defined.
Just like you.
Just like my life.

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So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention, do you?
I know you don't listen to me
'Cause you say you see straight through me, don't you?

But on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waitin' in line, just to see if you care

Oh…
Did you want me to change?
But I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…

Don't you shiver
Shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you

So you know how much I need you
But you never even see me, do you?
And is this my final chance of getting you?

And on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care, if you care

Oh…
Did you want me to change?
Well I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…

Don't you shiver
Don't you shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waitin' for you

Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you, for you
I will always be waiting…

And it's you I see but you don't see me
And it's you I hear so loud and so clear
I sing it loud and clear
And I'll always be waiting for you

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention
And you know how much I need you
But you never even see me