;and now this is for the hearts still beating.

Monday, April 7, 2008

hi.

whats up.
haven't been updating. why? cause i dont know. shit happens week after week. and its all the same shit to me. Last 2 week, ERIS just had it's 13th show. Playing last band. Missed Cassandra playing at Home Club, bloody shit. haha. But its alright. Huge thanks to those who stayed back till the very last strum. Appreciate it alot. New song done. Old songs yet to modify. Upcoming show, maybe 26th april? And june, and hopefully another one outside the border this july.

It has been the longest 11 days (and counting) since i last see NurAisha. Haha, im missing her a whole lot. Undeniable really. And i sure cant wait to be with her again.. whenever that may be (soon i hope :[ ).

Oh and i cld have sweared that last friday was going to be the most boringggg-est day ever. Lonely as fuck with no plans whatsoever. Head home after prayers, and suddenly a group of friends invited me somewhere. HAHAHA. Gotta admit i was very reluctant at first. Was my first time being there. Quite fun. Tknk elaborate. Not sure if i'll go again thou. But its definately one of those big chunk in my history. haha. Thanks ah guys.

And i feel like im wasting my time nowadays. I mean, this, doing nothing and waiting for NS. Its soo weird. Where is life. I dont wanna go NS. I dont wanna know when im going in. AAAAH. As strange as it seems, I want to get back to class and study. I wanna make things more worthwhile, for me, for my family. There's really nothing to do now, except to get a temp job which ive been desperately searching for or to be the house maid so that paps and mom will be happy when they get home from a tiring day at work. Even if they (NS) were to call me right now, i still wouldnt want that. Cause I still wanna meet dearAisha, i still wanna meet my band, my friends, and hoorayhooray like there's no tmr.
This sucks so much.

Having that said, im looking for a job today. wish me luck.
And oh, wednesday, 11 to 3, Kallang, soccer at The Cage. interested, tell me.

Have a good week ahead people.

posted at 1:28 AM by rasoool