whats up whats up.

im bored as always here.
i need a job.
im done with school, waiting for diploma results.
after which, gotta wait for the army.
like damn, how fast is life huh.
i still feel like a 17yr old and now you're telling me to wait to join the army?
shit.
but its alright. atleast my academic path is settled... well i think it is, for now.

anyways, i dont wish to waste my life now.
i wanna do some spiritual goodness. really.
insyallah.

work is secondary
as i rather commit entirely on ERIS.
thou im going nowhere financially with the band since we're only earning 4bucks per cd.. HAHAHA.
but again, its alright. passion is a corny thing to say. but oh well..

shazni, if you stay true to your feb 27 post, i'll salute you.
its only because i cant do that. or refrain from having
(OR refrain from trying to have, whatever).
"something something i dont needa?" ahh that one.
3 years solo at this age is.. well,
i dont know.
but hey, im trying so hard right now. i know i am.
but maybe a little too hard.
or maybe it isnt the right choice?
aah i dont know.

writing this any longer makes me feel very uneasy.
errr. in a sad way.

i cant wait for this weekend.
nothing beats the company of your buddies, pulsating music and..
..a GETAWAY ROAD FUCKING TRIP!

too bad i dont drink beer.