random post.

I had a really scary nightmare last night.
I dreamt that i killed someone (with a gun) on the train. Reason why was unclear.
Maybe its for some weird reason like.. he annoyed me or something like that.
Its rather stupid if you ask me.
And so after one body dead, another guy came charging to try and bring me down.
Panicked i was, i shot the other guy too, only this time unintentionally.
And after that, people surrounding me started charging as if to stop me from creating some massacre.
But in an instance, a thought came by, and i began to think this -

"i've already killed 2 men. Its enough to grant me my death warrant.
There's no way im leaving this train as a safe and free man. Fuck it, im killing everyone."

By this time, in my dream, its showing images of myself getting the
death sentence and eventually being hanged to death. Scary.
And with those thrust of fear, i shot everyone.
I don't plan to kill in this dream and im not even a killer in person either
so being forced to wipe out these innocent people by fear is down right terrifying.

I woke up eventually and realised the time was 5am.

I learn a lil something here..
Dont let fear steer you.
You steer your own life.
&& images of your own self being dead (knowing how you're gonna die) is waaaay fcukin scary.

Okay bye.