;and now this is for the hearts still beating.

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Had two of probably the most saddening events that i could ever encounter today.

Both of which will last a huge impact on me.

1. A departure.

After a year, many months and even more uncountable weeks, it has finally come to this. A time i would never want to wait again. It's kinda a dirty job, but someone's gotta do it and there's no better person who should do this then me. I shall not specify what am i talking about. I cant believe that your departure is here, now and happened. I still remember us voyuering to find a place where we could belong, and together, have the time of our lives, living a fraction of our passions and dreams. I never thought it would be this way now. I never expect us to come this far till we're even defeating the purpose. But im just glad what binds us eventually doesn't destroy us. I thank you for all these happy times which you have significantly contributed. For everything that you help done, all of us, together, to this date means alot to me. I thank you.. for everything.

2. The Accident.

It goes off. A loud screech of rubber followed by a yell and eventually, the crunchy bang. Honestly, i thought it was bomb. I felt my heart skipped. I raced to see what's going on. 3.. 2.. 1.. and I hear cries and wails that sounded (how should i say this), sounded so true. Never have i thought that the sound of another man's cries would be so terrifying. He was in pain. People rushed down from their homes to see what's going on. I can only wonder if they're there to be the typical singaporean or to bid pity to the poor man. He was bleeding. His arms were bleeding. He sat there, hopelessly, in much pain, with tears streaming down. Whisper a prayer, i stood there (also hopelessly) wishing i could actually help him. The incident is pretty simple. A car, a railing, bust thru while reversing, fell 2 storeys down.. and a bloodsplattered wreckage right under my block. With an incident as straight forward as this, i never thought it could struck my head real deep. You can brag about how down i feel and shit, but whatever, i actually get in touch with my sensitive side cause of this. I feel different. Afterall, castastrophes are minor messages from the devine.

posted at 12:24 AM by rasoool