Standing alone inside a frantic crowd with incriminating facts in hand.
An imperative vision of satisfaction,
I feel the numbness of an orgasm as I leave my entire body.
As I decline within this ideal trance,
I can no longer feel pain.
Turned into a powerful corpse, I succumb.
I'm not furious about what you've wrecked.
In fact, I want to thank you, I want to love you.
My blood flows. But at this instant, I'm not furious.
No need to say a word.
I leave with fervor covering my heart.

updates!
got myself a new job.
im working for a company which deals on helicopter's spare parts.
its to help father out in paying my private school fees.
it aint cheap you know.
and of cos, partly for MY expenses (how i miss shopping!). (:
the work is alright. nothing too tedious.
but the aircon is frickin' cold till i cant feel my fingers (seriously!).
worst part is, it cant be controlled.
the temperature needs to remain the same throughout.
hmm, looks like im gonna have icicles hanging down my nose. HAHA!

met new friends on monday.
kinda wierd and awkward. but all of them are nice la.
haha!

im soo gonna miss therapy!
but i have to let us rest.
we have been ongoing for almost weekly since i-cant-remember-when.
im happy for you guys.
give ourselfs a pat on the back and call a 2 week off aye?
well, not really, we're still gonna see each other's face this wk.
but it wld be fun. sitting in the room,
letting our creative juices flow,
and just simply create those teeth-gnashing beats,
mind-busting solos, heavy-shit riffs and deep-throating squeals.

i love you kids.