;and now this is for the hearts still beating.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

how can i not see it coming.
it's there for me to take on.
but fuck, i kept losing it. over again and again.
this time it's alil different.
im totally devastated.
however, unsure to which direction i shld vent it to.
its not clear. its not easy. but of cause, i'll do what i cld.
at lost, once more.
with myself back in square one,
i had to ask if i wish to throw myself (again) to these nets of safety.
but naah. i want to take on the adrenaline again,
even if it injects migraines to my heart, i wont pass this time.
you dont deserve a safety by the tip of a bitching bullet.
instead, you deserve a safety through the warms of compassion.

im working on that. and i hope you know it.

posted at 11:48 PM by rasoool