alright. serious time.

its official. after months and rounds of application,
im still not accepted in ITE. tsk.
sad. but surprisingly, im not at all dissapointed.
ive had planned for the worst and even planned for an alternative route.
its plan B for now. bye bye government school. boohoo.
for plan B is getting a job and work all the way till its before my 18th bday.
and before my 18th bday, with the cash in my pockets,
i need to enroll myself for a private diploma course (of my interest).
and maybe if i have the extra cash, i'll prolly get a driver's license too. =D!
so inshallah, i'll be cruising to my private school (prolly somewhere in town)
in my car having my bag filled with business study notes in the backseat next year.
heh.
i hope everything will turn out better in due time.
take this as a lesson my friends, never, ever(!), take your studies for granted.
(not that i did, but i think im not 100% serious enough)
and also, aim more than just a pass! a pass wont guarantee you anything.
im worried already. i need therapy , come friday come!

*editted*

i suppose nothing is complete for everyone.
i accept this challenge.
and i say bring it on.

im trying my best.
go my friends, change yourself if you need to. and make me happy. (: